JEFFREY ROSSMAN from CONNECTICUT wants people to know he is a faggot and wants to be a sissy bride

This picture shows me, JEFFREY ROSSMAN, from CONNECTICUT as the sissy faggot I really am. I have always wanted to be a girl. And it was only recently when I realized how attracted to men I really was. I had the opportunity to model this wedding gown at a CD friendly photo studio. I was so giddy when I was wearing this gown, I almost wanted to kiss the photographer.  I admit I shave my legs, wear panties, bras, pantyhose, and the like. People who know me have no idea I have always felt more like a girl and it was when I had  my first experience with a man that I realized how much I enjoyed it and saw how much he enjoyed being with me. There is something to be said when I kiss a man and feel his tongue inside my mouth and then when he presses his hardness against me, I can`t begin to tell you how much that delights me.  I enjoy taking a man`s hard cock inside my mouth because it just simply defines me as the sissy faggot I really am and when he takes me from behind and I feel him thrusting in and out, I realize I will always want to be a faggot.  Now, it`s gotten to where I wonder if I will want to become a man`s sissy bride and I`m thinking that would be nice, sleeping with a man night after night and feeling him next to me in bed. I just wonder how I will respond if people who know me learn I am not the man they thought I was, but am really a sissy faggot who loves men. And now, thinking of the next step and becoming a sissy wife to a real man.....